Saturday, September 15, 2007

was chatting with my good old friend haikal online

and he asked me to check out this song....

it's so emo and sad

Malay songs tend to affect you in a way that's different from English songs

Sinaran mata
Cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam

Tinggal segala cinta
Tiada kembalinya
Abadi kasih kita
Kau bawa bersama

Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita dikalbu

Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia

Tiada niatku

Tersemat dijiwa
Setia bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu teguhnya

Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita dikalbu

Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Maafkan aku duhai kasih
Izinkan ku pergi

Labels: yet another emo post

| 11:00 PM |

Adieu.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Glamouricious 2 rocks socks!

besides my love for clothes, shoes, bags, theatre and long walks on the beach, i must say that make up makes me so excited! especially MAC.

that's the good thing about NUS, they bring the shopping to you. hahaha....

you should have seen the madness. the queue was snaking out of the forum. and yes i was queueing in the hot sun just to get a piece of the action. as i was queueing i heard some guy exclaimed from behing, 'takder kerja lain ke orang-orang ni". And as i turned around, i saw dear old Wan with his usual cynical remarks. hahaha..but i did make sure he saw me and he was embarassed that i heard him. hahahha...but i must say that the biz com did an excellent job in controlling the whole situation. it was a good idea to not let us bring bags in. so altho the queue was long i must say that it was quick.

But unfortunately, because i came 2 hours late. a lot of the things that i actually wanted was sold out. i realy needed blusher but they ran out of it. and i wanted to get the mascarra cos i thot tt it was fantastic but they ran out of that too. and the glitter eyeliner i was eyeing came it a set which includes a lot of other things i didnt want. and they didnt sell highlighter. so i just settled for brushes which came with a cool evening bag and shadestick in mango colour. ooooohh..eggcitingg.hahah.. and as usual after that i felt guilty for splurging. but im rather contented with my purchases. it was fortunate that i didnt but the shoe frm charles and keith yesterday.

now as i am gushing about make up. sometimes i do wish that i gush about my studies. like maybe some social thought jargons. maybe rave about marx and his ideas. or speak passionately about the lack of equality between females and males as i have learned in gender studies. which reminds me my reaction paper is due in a week and i havent started.

ok la i better start now.

Labels: loves= distraction

| 8:32 PM |

Adieu.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Before Ramadhan begins...

I wish my room was more like this....

pictures from decor8.com

Our Event Launch...

Happy Fasting everyone :)

i wish ppl wont pour out their hearts so explicitly on their very public blogs

esp when it's inaccurate

Labels: photo entry

| 11:34 PM |

Adieu.

ok i so totally forgot to put up pictures of my attemp to look goth at the dsl interview

hahahahahha

so here goes :P

ok la i noe it's so not GOTH

but i tried my best without getting weird stares from ppl in the mrt

and this is zee in her very pretty kebaya

she looks so vogue

and i look fat cos im wearing horizontal stripes..hehhehe

Labels: dsl

| 1:18 AM |

Adieu.

"And you can burn away all our memories

But I'll keep mine, where they belong"

i need to focus on my academics. i think i've got this whole thing wrong....i've set all my priorities hay wire. but im gonna set it right.

ps. I hate it when people take PBM TOO SERIOUSLY.

Labels: ramblings

| 12:52 AM |

Adieu.

Monday, September 10, 2007

This is how i feel now..............

and no one would understand what im feeling now

at that moment......

(but im thankful that i could pour it out to ina just now)

there are some things i wish i could shout out to the world

some things i feel like telling Sufiyan

but i know i cant

some things i wish people would understand

but i know that they wont

someone can make my life into a movie

"wipe those tears away"

Labels: yet another emo post

| 10:51 PM |

Adieu.

" My Sweet Escape"

i finally finished my minutes!

boy it's really really a painstaking process that TAKES A LOT OF TIME.

(since it's in Malay)

i really wonder how they did it last yr. maybe i should tell the rest of the jk to talk less so that the minutes dun have to be so long. hahaha...

oh anw. yesterday i went for dsl interview. trust dsl to choose an artsy fartsy place and to tell u to dress goth. i totally forgot to ask them why i needed to do so. but apparently we were all told to dress up differently. i came to see Zee in kebaya all dressed up like she was going to a photo shoot. lol. But my point was i realized tha i never truly explored Arab St. tho i think that it is close to being a place that EVERBODY goes to these days. (to take emo photos, and post up on friendster) i don't think it's over rated. The place where i use to go for ngaji is now a chic boutique. i am definitely dragging the Laila's to ec there one of these days instead of our usual Pacfic Coffee-Starbucks hangout.

oh well that is if we have the time la.

plus the fasting month is starting like this thursday. man time really flies. i feel as if i just celebrated Hari Raya last month.

Im really stressed out by school. readings and assignments are piling up and there is no such thing as completing your work. cos it's never done. u either have to work on your projects/assingnments or prepare for tutorial or read up for lecture.......

and my first presentation is tomorrow..yikes!

and im not ready cos i couldnt attend the meeting that they had. it's just a short presentation but still............

besides that things are pretty much ok. my mom gave me yet another lecture on my poor time management and how i should spend more time with family, etc. and i totally agree with her. i mean even with my attempts and strategies to manage my time properly, it's still no working and i feel like a total failure. But i did made attempts to spend more time wit hthe family. Like i tagged along to JB on saturday evening altho i really really hate it. But i wasnt so bad and my mom got me a skirt and a top. Plus shirah got a top that i could borrow :)

shopping ALWAYS make me smile.

Labels: ramblings

| 12:19 PM |

Adieu.

this is so painful to listen to.

we make mistakes. we learn. we reminisce. we cry, we laugh, we smile.

but we must move on.

goodbye. you have been the one for me.

i never regretted it.

Labels: emo post

| 12:09 AM |

Adieu.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

When Life Gives you Lemons....

Make Lemonade :)

Labels: :)

| 9:43 AM |

Adieu.