Saturday, April 07, 2007
i love sappy roamntic movies that make me cry bucketfuls..absolutely love em'
<3
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Friday, April 06, 2007
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Thursday, April 05, 2007
don't mind little ol' me..just feeling at tad anti-social these days..where i just dun feel like socializing or talking to anyone. don't fret, everything is going on a ok in my life. it's just that i love my personal space and i enjoy being alone. went to vivo alone just now..oohh pure bliss just except for the fact that i had to lug my lappie along with me in my bag so that my hands are free for me to look through rack after rack of clothes..hmm..after today..i think FOX is a good place to shop..the prices are reasonable and tey offer more interesting choices as compared to Topshop which has resorted to displaying mostly vintage and empire watse tops. FOX is certainly a breath of fresh air. Forever 21 is also surprisingly quite a joy to walk through. imust say taht the branch at vivo is much much better than the one at wisma..the clothes are better displayed and it feels like walking through an oversized dream wadrobe..Topshop and Zara was disappointing just now..perhaps i've been tere one too many times and just needed something different to admire. anyhoos.....another place which i would like to spend one afternoon in is Page one. Beside wonderful interior design i must say that their collection of art books is..........wow..or maybe it because im not very exposed to the collection of books available. the slanting shelves are sooooo cool. i was really tempted to catch a movie alone just now..but time didnt permit and i really needed to head to school to do my essay..sighs..my essay...how i wish i write essays as easily as i blog......only finished like one page..10%done....90% to go...pentas budaya meeting in the afternoon for this sunday's bengkel i really need to finish this essay cos my weekend is burnt....oh ooh..i was surprising awake today...until i started doing my essay..hhha..now u noe the culprit..oh well ..need to go...
adieu
| 3:50 PM |
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
anyways if you look at my 2nd picture..maybe now you'd understand why tudung girls have a blind spot. hahha....i look as if i'm concentrating so much but actually i just switched on my computer..hahaha..i was just sitting in the library when i realised that i havent used the camera function in my phone for so long..so i decided to put my phone to good use and do so...fazzy was doing his dumb essay..why dumb? bcos i bet my life on it that he's gonna score an A for it..some people are so irritating..*rolls eyes*
anyways i weny for the familylecture after that which i was not looking forward to..i did fall asleep a couple ot times when prof straughan was speaking..oh goodness..wen i first went for her lectures i was quite excited cos she was sort of funny and chirpy and i thoough tat it was really refreshing but as the weeks go by she just started to get on my nerves..sheesh..or is it just my hormone inbalance which has made me have my mood swings..and my weight gain..ang my pimples..but the pimples might be attributed to stress and lack of sleep..speaking of which, although i knocked off early yesterday..i woke up feeling as if i havent slept a wink..and the feeling continued throughout the day...how weird..i wonder why it is so.....
i think i am seriously suffering from like shopping withdrawal syndrom cos i went to the co-op to get pretty stationary just now...aiyah..i'm always like this u know..i eneded up wit hnew files and flags from post-its..u noe those that u use to mark pages..my rationale for it is that it's gonna be important during my emamination preparations...EXAMS!!!...oh no..i have 2 open book exams..after next monday when i submit my last paper im supposed to start on revision proper..it's insane!....insane o tell you!..but i'm so looking forward to the sleepover tat Laila mentioned just now..i hope it really happens and it's not smtg that we just dream of...ok i'm gonna make sure that this sleepover becomes a reality..i cant wait! that shall be my motivation...
ok i have to go teach shirah tuition now..and she's not in a good mood..o'oh
adieu
| 7:46 PM |
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007
I was just watcihng E! just now. was really amazed at the flawless faces of the stars. i mean the make up application is so good. it really looks natural and very well blended in. I mean this ppl attend the biggest award shows and on the red carpet, their make up really look so natural. really a contrast to the local scene, where if there is an award show and there is an interview on the red carpet and you get to see the faces of the local stars up-close, it's really obvious the tonne of make up that they apply, fake lashes and all. i guess it takes really good skill to blend. and i've heard that the natural look is the hardest to achieve. wouldnt it be great if i could learn the tricks of the trade. (: oh well i think the first step to achieving the look is to naturally have good glowing skin. which unfortunately is very difficult to achieve if you're a lazy undergraduate. my mom has been nagging me about not getting enough rest and not drinking enough water. i've got the water part settled. (My trusty Evian..i dunno, but to me evian is the nicest tasting tasteless water)..but the rest part abit difficult la..wait for 3rd May la...freedom day.......
today was arab class day. was a little bit stone cos i felt tired. mudareez wasnt there, so one of his student took over. didnt learn much but it was okay. come to think of it i havent actually been picking up a lot of arab..i guess it makes up for lost time cos i didnt attend madrasah as a kid and hence have no prior knowledeg of the language whatsoever. so if i think about it that way i guess it's ok.
started on research 4 my malay paper. finally settled on a topic and asked liyana how i should actually go about doing the paper cos the instructions were a bit ambiguous. i think i have a rough idea what to do. sometimes i wonder...when i'm writing these essays, it's like i'm criticising for the sake of doing it. i mean if i just looked at life the way it is. honestly i dont think that i will criticise and look at things in the different angles the way im doing now im looking at now. i mean some ppl have this innate ability to actually do that. recognize flaws in the system or question dominant discourse etc etc. oh well i guess that's what you go to school for.
enough of that..back to my bimbotic mode. I CANT FIT INTO MY PANTS. been a long time since i weighed myself and im really not the type to like rant about how fat i am. but it's only like this past week that i realise tat im really having difficulty fitting into my pants. and it's really a cause for alarm. the last time i exercised was when i was in JC2. and i have been really piling on the Macs. my thighs are huge. and my rantings have fallen on deaf ears. i have zero sympathy from my frens. nada. scho schad oni. they think im like joking but im not. now i noe how shamiah feels when she gets no sympathy from me abt her grades. sorry sham. shall try my very best to not disturb you about your ou tof this world intelligence and your ability to score straight As and to get to RJC.( the list just goes on and on and on and on)
(: hahhahah
i just bitched to fazzy about smtg. felt good yet bad at the same time. but ya i dun bitch to the whole world.
ok there..i feel a whole lot better..hahah
today my eyelids feel extra heavy. so thou shall have an early night..
adieu
| 10:36 PM |
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Monday, April 02, 2007
sayangggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg my mother...
hhehehe..she saved keropok for me
she hid in in the oven so that shirah didnt finish it(:
| 10:52 PM |
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Perseverence
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yes.............................!!!! finally it's over..after sleepless nights it's finally over and im probably gonna get at most a B. but i did it i put my ass into this one.not literally. but you noe what i mean. my first like super long paper and i did it! ok not on my own fazzy helped me like edit the stuff and also typed out my biblio and i already treated him to lunch..hhaha...oh but im a bit insecure everybody's papers seemed so thick.
ok now im stone from lack of sleep...
cant believe that i have another paper due...next monday..and i have to go through all tis again! and i havent even started and i have a lot of pbm stuff which i havent started on. and i cant believe that bengkel for pentas budaya is like this weekend...i have no rest until the exams end. ok i have just written a very bad sentence cos it's full and ands.
Gosh im such a drama queen when the fact is that everybody in NUS goes through what i do. hahhaha......aniwei what's up with me. now i noe why i tire out so easily..i go through like extremes in my moods. one minute i am high and laughing, another i'm depressed..and before i know it im mad. sheesh..it's not even the time of he month. but i think i have a hormone inbalance or something.
oh my i need extra strength.
i will watch a movie soon. i have to. and i will buy one thing i really really like. hhehe..doesnt have to be big..but it must make me happy. remember i'm now chanelling all my love to material goods. teehee..ok i better pay attention to lecture. tho i must sa that it's boring but my lecturer is so pretty.
so question of the day is:-
why are pretty people boring?
if you have the answer pls do not hesitate to fill me in.
ok la..i'll go pay attention
adieu.
| 2:24 PM |
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Sunday, April 01, 2007
E! is damn addictive. really...
ok back to work
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ps. i fooled 2 ppl today.hehhehe..Happy April Fools ppl
thank you to Nurul for tricking shirah an inspiring me to spread the joy...hahah
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