i havent been in the mood to blog lately. there are many nights that i open up to my blogger home page, stare at the screen, think of what to type, minimize the screen (in case some thing pops up later) then finish all my work and realise that i still have nothing to pen down. if i were to describe what im feeling for the time being, it would be contented. maybe that's why i have nothing to say. yet at the same time, the emptiness is hitting me. but im determined to get through this. it shall not b a cycle for me and i shall not be a victim of it.
im upset. im upset with all this. for the first time, it seems as if a lot of people are against me. at first i was confident that as long as i know what im doing it will all be ok. im convinced that in this world that i live in i dun owe anybody any explanations if i know what i was doing with my life. hey it is my life after all. and for once i was telling myself that it's ok that people are not accurate when they judge me, i dun have to go around and explain the real situation to them. it's tiring to do that. i overestimated myself, i thought that it'd be easier to handle this thing. and i forgot that im a GIRL...hahhah..with lots and lots of emotions and feelings and HORMONES! haha.....
BUT thank YOU for the daily dose of laughter :D
Aiyah..im sure i'll be ok la. i just need time and food and money..hahaha..and i have lots of readings ot catch up with. and i also need to clean up my messy room and do something about my weight issue. so no biggie i'll just pick myslef right up..like i always do... :)
Labels: Lin is Okay

view from the holtel room tt i shared with firah
the wadrobe.hehe
no i dont steal bathroom accesories :P
a nice lepak corner
..to Concorde Hotel....
this cute girl was taking part in a colouring contest at a nearby shopping mall.
she was too cute for me not to take a foto.
and yes this was candid, i didnt ask her to smile
oh i was afraid that her mom thinks im psycho! hahaha.



my cousin salihin. the only guy cousin who attended the wedding.
the chocolates in this box were seriously yummy.
they literally melt in your mouth!
appetiser: soto! (hahha)
with the best begerdil ever! even better than the ones i make!

dessert
the cousin performance...
i already asked nurul to prepare something for my wedding..hehehe
the bride and groom cutting the cake with a sword!
my baju.. :D




the sunset on our way home..
on a totally different and random note!
i realise that i have the same hairdresser as imran ajmain....haha..random....
ok pictures from trip to kl which was a very nice escape i must say..short and sweet...with my extended family. the wedding (which was the highlight of the whole trip) was definitely NOT a let down..it was very grand and very well thought out yet it was stil very sweet. and yes it was rich in tradition, we had to wait for the Dato's and Datins to bless the couple one by one. hehe..but yet the whole event wasnt stand offish although i must say that in Malaysia social class is more in your face. Cousins of the groom performed a couple of songs, it was hilarious watching the little ones. so yes it was a really sweet wedding. And although i violently denied when my mom asked whether i was planning my wedding in my head, i cant help but day dream a bit. hahhahah..come one la im sure everybody who wasnt married was planning their wedding secretly in their head. food wise, the food served was nothing out of the ordinary but i must say that i was extremely delicious! and im more inspired to save for a hotel wedding...hahaha..
it's nice to stay in a hotel once in a while, the buffet breakfast was good but i have been to better ones. and ohhh la la..i love hotel towels..hahha..and hotel beds made it difficult to wake up in the morning.
so back to reality and school!
a lot of admin stuff to settle for pbm and tomoro would be my first tutorial! how exciting! and i need to go shopping.. :( it had been far too long altho i did bought two plain tops from KL. :P i feel inspired to shop..hhehehe..ok back to computing tutorial :p
Labels: my trip to KL