Saturday, December 30, 2006
Hari Raya Aidil Adha..(baa....)
today was hari raya aidil adha eve..so as usual i headed to nenek's house for the usual tradition of takbir and later tahlil...and then we watched embarrassing videos of me, zafirah, dosh and wan when we were younger..there was one of me like prancing around..and also another of me and zafirah fighting and then me pouting in one corner..oh and another one of me bawling my eyes out...hahhaha....nevertheless i am still cute..hahah..and i would like to thank my mom for picking out fabulous outfits for me when i was a toddler...phew...i must say my haircut is certainly one of a kind...and after my observation, i conclude that 3 of my features tha still remain..firstly my bugsy tooth, secondly, my cheeks and thirdly my eyes....hahhaha...i look funny la..but cute noetheless:P
then i headed home to try on my abaya..i must say that i still havent figure out how to wear the long tudung..luckily i tried today and didnt follow ina's advice of trying it on tomoro..phew..so hopefuly i'll avoid another fashion disaster and have nice pics to put up tomoro...insyallah
ok i'm sooper sleepy....
goodnight everyone
adieu :D
| 11:46 PM |
Adieu.
Friday, December 29, 2006
meh-mehs and bowling
best team in the world
team tak guna
our genes gang that i am gonna miss so so much..
genes girls..hehhe
found my ez link..ok not really, the guy from the paya lebar mrt station found it and called our home..so yay..i dun have to buy a new ez link card.
today was just spent clearing my pbm stuff and i had a meeting for cakap petah in the evening. today was nenek day but i didnt go eastwood cos i ended late and we were supposed to send mak busu to the airport but she insisted that we didnt. so sufiyan just picked me up and we spent some time together...so hari raya haji this year..we'll be missing mak busu and pak busu who are in dubai. it's sad but we will be happy looking at the meh mehs..yay!
oh and me and the lailas and fadzli have our very own meh meh this year! yay! i named it shanthera..but now i think i like the name meh meh better..so yay for our meh meh..who will be losing his/her life very soon..but it's ok, it's all for a very good cause.. :D a salute to all the meh mehs and moo moos of the world!
so yesterday..we went bowling..yay! us genes gang..power la my team was first from the bottom and hudee's team was first from the top but whta's important is that if u dunno how to bowl, style mau ader.......hahahha...power to the stripes team!
enjoy the pics
adieu all
| 10:58 PM |
Adieu.
results
So my results really devastated me. I really expected a lot. 2006 is honestly a hell of a year for me and I thought that maybe just maybe by busting my ass for my studies I can not only redeem myself academically but also do something right for once for this year. I just wanted something to feel a sense of achievement about. I wanna feel good about myself, you know that I’m at least good at something. I’ve been feeling like a total loser for such a long time I just want to prove to myself that hey there is some hope for me left and I’m not destined to be a housewife and that’s that . and then my results came today..and it was so disappointing. It was like a prove that yes I am the loser I’ve always thought I was.
The kinds of consolation that I received was how one does not have to be successful in university to be successful in life. Of course there are endless examples that holds this as a testament. However let’s be realistic here, no matter what, in the end IT MATTERS! That piece of paper that you get the end of that ¾ years..heck that matters! Especially in this country, it not only matters, it matters A LOT!
But after spaekign to different ppl about my results i just feel more determined then ever to firstly pull up my cap and secondly get my honours. even tho i dun achieve what i want in the end. what's important to me is that i know i put all my hard work into it. and that's that
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| 11:58 AM |
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
my results really suck. and i thot that working myself crazy would turn my fate ard. it didnt
| 9:19 AM |
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Monday, December 25, 2006
Guilty...
before i finish up my minutes for pentas budaya ..yes i am so so sorry for taking so long but my malay is super rusty..and before i start on the budget proposal..i shall blog... :P
man i did get my projects mixed up..selenger to the max!. i looked at the wrong budget and thot that mixed up the budget for teroka seni and cakap petah..hell i'm doing publicity for teroka seni! must remember! i havent even call shamiah..i hope she forgives me...
so after the emergency meeting just now..i went shopping..i feel so guilty! i bought a black top and a pair of peep-toed sligbacks with kitten heels..i am a naughty naught girl and i deserve to be punished!
but the shoes are nice! i like them a lot..ok now i really have no space on my shoe rack..mama's gonna kill me..oh and i really really want those wide legged pants..i noe they make me look shorter..but they're so so cool...i want them so badly..:(
i wish it rained money instead of water..
hahaha :P
ok ..must finish work by tonite!
i will not procrastinate!!
ps. i really envy the seniors with their ability to juggle everything in their life...they're the true superheroes..i'm just a wannabe supergirl :P
adieu all
| 8:20 PM |
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
KIKI my cat
i'm nervous for tomoro's meeting...
and i found my cat!!
yay!
for a while i forgot his name..but now i remember..it's Kiki!..gosh i miss Kiki... :(
but now he's back! and things are better..
a little bit
adieu all
| 10:11 PM |
Adieu.