spent the whole day at eastwood, in front of the com with nurul. you tubing gilmore girls. damn it jess is so cute and perfect for rory why did he have to be such a jerk. oh btw..this is one of my favourite scenes. i took a quiz one and the Gilmore Girls character that im most similar to is Sookie. yay! and Sookie is rarely angry so this is one scene where she is..she's the only perosn that can be angry and cute at the same time. lol. and i think her kitchen and lorelai's inn are my favourite places in Stars Hollow. actually i wish i was living in stars hollow.

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i have a soft spot for babies

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and we bonded over Canadian pizza for iftar. and throwing the "surprise" birthday party for Adilah. i hope as time goes on we improve on this section cos adilah so suspected that we were going to celebrate her birthday la. haha. but it was still nice. for once im too tired to upload pictures like tonight. and i shall wait for artika's fotos with her brand new camera complete with our ridiculous jumping shots.

some random stuff that i learnt about myslef.

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  when im angry or irritated with someone, i will avoid that person. the reason for doing so is that i hate confrontation. usually that person will not even know that i am angry/irritated with him/her. if she/he suspects that smtg is amiss, i would put up a front and say that everything is fine. more often than not, people will fall for that. sometimes if that person knows me better he/she will probe me. but usually i will convince them that im ok when in actual fact im not. this is because i am lazy to talk about it if i see no point to it. then i would keep to myslef and get over it. and then return back to normal. and no one would suspect that anything is amiss.


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  i hate it when people force me to talk about my feelings when i dun feel like it. cos i feel lazy to express my feelings and i want to avoid drama.


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  since i avoid drama and confrontation so much. much of my feelings are bottled and i always always have weird dreams of confronting someone and yes getting into a fight with some random person whom i dun even noe exist. like punching, slapping and all. and when i wake up i feel lighter. like i feel a weight lifted from me. so therefore i think that i have a natural mechanism for releasing this type of tension.


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  i get mad easily but i dun show it so much. but when im mad. it' s easy to pacify my feelings. like showing me an act of kindness, or talking to me nicely. or buying me gifts. hahah.. no la small gestures of kindness is enough to melt my angry heart. it really doesnt take much.


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  when i do smtg embarassing (which is often) or hurt someone's feelings unknowingly or when someone criticizes/ makes fun of me... that particular event will play in my head over and over again. and i will get embarassed over and over again for the whole day. i noe..it's really torture. like for example there was one time, i was talking to my friend and my spit like landed on her face. it's just really a little bit. but i was so embarrassed, i couldnt stop thinking about it the whole day. it was agony. this is really bad cos small little things affect me. and im trying to get over this.


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  i think a lot. not necessarily about intellectual stuff. but like merepek stuff. especially about those i care. if my mom is like due home at a particular time and she's not home, i will always worry that she got kidnapped by mafias or something. and if i messaged someone and he/she doesnt reply me. i will think that s/he doesnt like me. i noe it's stupid. but i cannot help it. and i always have this feeling that ppl hate me. i think it's got to do with my self-confidence. i hated myself a lot during my crescent and early Jc days.


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  i dun like to hurt ppl's feelings. i noe no one does. but for me sometimes it's bad cos i cant criticize my frens or family. i love them and i just dun have the heart to tell them the honest truth sometimes as to avoid hurting their feelings. like if someone cant do smtg well and asks for my opinion i would not give any negative opinions.


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  im a very very lazy person. i would really surprise u. :p

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they made the resident bad boy of the mosque turn over a new leaf
instead of racing in front of us during prayers
he now collects the donation from the makciks
and has to endure them pinching him
i think he learnt his lesson

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i might not know a lot about phones or even the model of this phone except for the fact that it is from LG and it is called Shine. but this is love alright........

and it even comes in PINK. this is definitely fate..i am sure

not to say that i dun love my present pink v3x which is amazing i must say. the camera function is an overused function. haha..but maybe with all these changes in my life and the emotional highs and lows. this phone would make me feel A LOT better. yes it will! :)

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so today it was my family's turn to host iftar for our extended family

not full attendance cos Dosh and Wan wasnt there..and PakBusu of course who's still far far away at Dubai. but it was still fun nonetheless as usual. im wondering why im not sick of them altho i see them every Friday..hmmm......

anyways..i cant say enough how i feel that my mom is such a terrific cook. us girls spent the whole day in th kitchen starting at eleven and ending only when our guests start arriving. on the menu was my mom's famous mee siam (i never eat anyone else's mee siam), spagetthi bolognaise (which was wiped clean, i think because i prepared the pasta..hahaha), nasi jagung and ayam masak merah(my personal favourites!) and lots lots more with the other families bringing more food from sushi to donuts from Dunkin Donuts. Kak Ya brought us yummy cupcakes that she baked. it's really tasty, i love the fact that the cupcakes were not cakey with lots and lots of icing.

Then i decided to join them for their trip to the Bazaar. Although i live at Geylang and practically beside the Bazaar. I very very very rarely visit it and today was my first time this year. but of course despite the heat and the crowd, it was still just nice to look around at what they have. well it's similar to previous years. The sparkly kebayas, fake goods (hehhe), bunga api which the Eastwood family had their chance replenish their stock. Thank goodness cos Hari Raya Eve last year we had to drive around looking for bunga api....hahaha...the boys got themselves capal. so now besides matching baju kurung, they have matching footwear. us girls decided to be cooler than them. got meself my Hari Raya clutch! woohoo! white to match my shoes.

im very sad to hear that they are already airing Hari Raya songs :(

so ten days into Ramadhan. hope everybody have been having a fruitful Ramadhan. sem break next week! time to catch up with projects and assingnments. i've been holding up fine these days just a little bit of hiccups here and there. the thing about me is that i tend to look back a lot. but im taking life a step at a time. so i'll be signing off here..hopefully everybody would be able to collect extra "points" this Ramadhan.

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