AGM 2007

and finally my lappie is back in my arms. after a lot of very difficult nights without it, it's all fixed up and it's just like brand new. i love blogging in bed. there's no sense of satisfaction like lying in bed at the end of a very long day and blogging. :)

so AGM was on Monday and my role in the JK has officially begun. a lot of things to do tha ti cant do bcos of the absence of my lappie but since it's back. i can start soon.

im heading of to KL for the weekend to attend a wedding. i've been really looking forward to this trip cos i was stuck at home for the sem break. and it's not often that i get excited going to Msia. In fact i never get excited going to Msia. But since this trip is with my extended family, i am excited to go! i even bought Baju Kurung sepcially for the wedding..haha..and not to mention shoes..white heels to be more specific. yay!

so yes..........on a more random note. i respect people's opinion of me and my decisions but ultimately i have to make choices and i am responsible for them. if i make wrong decisions i know that the people i love would be there behind me, fully aware that i have made mistakes but respecting me. but im aware that a lot of people are unhappy with me now. it's difficult.

gosh it has been so long........so many days when i have a thought or an idea or just something i wish to express and then i realise that my dear lappie is still at repair..and so i cant blog. of course there are other ways to express myself like yapping away with friends or talking to myself. But what i did was opened up my diary which i must say i havent used in quite some time. re-reading back all my old entries made me laugh at my sillines, cringe at my stupidity and desperate-ness, tear at those memories..so much emotions just by re-reading all my old entries....and of course i added on to my collection of entries. if i die i hope somebody burn that book! cos i can never imagine someone else reading all that crap.

school wise...as usual it's picking up speed. things are different from previous semesters. more friendships forged, blessings from involvement in the various projects during the sem break ..on the other hand some friendships are.....not severed....but just different. but change is always bound to happen in one's life so i take it in my stride. my status had reverted back to single yet again. and to be blatanly honest on this very public space, i havent experienced my breakdown...yet. like someone once said to me..."may this sem be an emotional stabiliser for me". i think 2 semesters of emotional rollercoasters are enough, thank you very much. haha.....honestly i think if someone was to judge me without knowing me very well i think they would say that i am a bit mental. heh

for someone who really hates drama..i think i attract a lot of it.. haha.......

i really hope that this sem goes well for me especially academically. im on my own now.

anw this is a video of imran with his song that i am addicted to. i listened to it over and over while getting ready to go to school.it gave me goosebumps the first time i heard it. oh..my dear old friend Haikal directed the video. how cool.... :)