i think about a week ago i blogged about this very stylish baby who was wearing a very cool leopard print hoodie. and i realised after browsing around that Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes's baby Suri is seriously one stylish baby. i mean i really dunno what's up with her weird parents but she's really pretty and stylish. i think her clothes are nicer than mine. sheesh.
I've been thinking. i think im a lot less uptight these days which is good and bad. it's good because im not so affected with small small things. like i dun fret when i dun come exactly on time for lectures. lol. and when i dun things perfectly the way i want them, i dun beat myself up. i just let it go and try harder the next time. the bad part is, i've been neglecting PBM. minutes espcially and i noe that im not the most efficient secretary. sighs. and also academically altho im better than the very first sem, it's still very slack. and at home, i havent been contributing to the household chores. and i feel very bad but im so busy and lazy. sighs. i feel this immense guilt towards my mom. BUT. i am happier these days :). so i shall just forgive myself for my shortcomings and try to make my mom happier and hope i can contribute significantly to PBM. (and most importantly WAKE UP FROM MY LA LA LAND and take my studies seriously) lol
