i dunno why i havent been blogging regularly. im getting lazier...boo....
so anw yest was ec day with the lailas, we headed to vivo. i swear lailak was high on god knows wht. she was abusing me and throwing tissue into my bag and talking in a retarded accent. only me and lailaj are nice enough to hang out with someone like her. but ya la we just decided to meet up before the holy month of Ramadhan cos LailaJ is so far from us and we dun get to meet ..scho schad oni...
lailaj: oh no im not ready take again......
lin: ok ok..everybody must smile
lin: did u hear the quack? did you hear the quack? (cos the camera was on timer)
laila j: oh no i look fat
lailak: i forbid you to put this up your blog
lailaj: i shall hide myself behind oscar cos i look fat
lailak: i shall hide myself behind my bag
lin: im having my ugly day.....
so i dunno why but we can never take proper photos..but it's ok la we got better things to do....i resisted the temptation to shop yet again..woohoo..i didnt buy the pointies from charles and keith and today when i went to accesorize, i couldnt find my sparkly clutch..boo :( i really NEED a clutch. what i did buy was TeenVogue. IMISS DRESSING UP! Gosh i feel like i have nothing to wear to school these days. and it's so so sad cos i feel ugly. i think feeling ugly is worst then being ugly. and im getting insecure about my weight which is bad cos i have never really been bothered about how much i weigh last time. izzit just me or am i speaking like a total bimbo.
i think the madness of school is finally like kicking in. i have a reaction paper to submit next next week. aarrggghh..and i look at the social thought questions it's so damn difficult. altho i must say that for a module that i was really dreading i am enjoying the lectures. gender is so much fun too!
i had this conversation with farhanah on tuesady morning on my way to school. my dad sent me halfway to school so i was having motion sickness in the bus. and she told me that she gets it too. so she said that i should drink coke. and im like thinking is coke the solution to every sickness out there. i remember back in AC when i get my very bad cramps and syikin would ask me to drink coke. then when im having a bad cough and a sore throat my cousin asked me to drink coke. and laila would ask me to drink coke when im having a stomachache. my mom said tha you can wash the toilet with coke cos it's so strong. i tell you coke can solve all your problems in a day. i think someone should write a paper on the benefits of coke. so yes everytime i feel like a whole load of crap i think i would head down to get myself a bottle of coke. (altho i must say that my addiction to green tea is not over yet)
so what have i been up to?
Got my reply from PAYM. yay!
getting a hang of being the secretary
been feeling insecure about my weight and 'attempting' to do sit-ups every night
eating like there's no tommorow
miss buying smtg for myself
some improvement for my tardiness and procrastination problem
i went to get my blusher in that perfect shade, peach glow, but it was out of stock :(
sighs i need shoes. heels specifically.
i dunno why but im feeling strange nowadays. some parts of me are happy, elated. some parts of me are sad and very empty and yet there's some parts of me who wish that things with certain people would just return to the way they were. i keep teling myself that i know what i am doing but am i just trying to convince myself. oh GOD i dun wanna screw up yet again.
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lailaj: oh no im not ready take again......
lin: did u hear the quack? did you hear the quack? (cos the camera was on timer)
lailaj: i shall hide myself behind oscar cos i look fat