gosh it has been so long........so many days when i have a thought or an idea or just something i wish to express and then i realise that my dear lappie is still at repair..and so i cant blog. of course there are other ways to express myself like yapping away with friends or talking to myself. But what i did was opened up my diary which i must say i havent used in quite some time. re-reading back all my old entries made me laugh at my sillines, cringe at my stupidity and desperate-ness, tear at those memories..so much emotions just by re-reading all my old entries....and of course i added on to my collection of entries. if i die i hope somebody burn that book! cos i can never imagine someone else reading all that crap.

school wise...as usual it's picking up speed. things are different from previous semesters. more friendships forged, blessings from involvement in the various projects during the sem break ..on the other hand some friendships are.....not severed....but just different. but change is always bound to happen in one's life so i take it in my stride. my status had reverted back to single yet again. and to be blatanly honest on this very public space, i havent experienced my breakdown...yet. like someone once said to me..."may this sem be an emotional stabiliser for me". i think 2 semesters of emotional rollercoasters are enough, thank you very much. haha.....honestly i think if someone was to judge me without knowing me very well i think they would say that i am a bit mental. heh

for someone who really hates drama..i think i attract a lot of it.. haha.......

i really hope that this sem goes well for me especially academically. im on my own now.

anw this is a video of imran with his song that i am addicted to. i listened to it over and over while getting ready to go to school.it gave me goosebumps the first time i heard it. oh..my dear old friend Haikal directed the video. how cool.... :)