after days of no appetite and not looking forward to meal times plus not to mention sharing food with friends (because i cant even finish a meal), i think i have more or less gained back my appetite. yay! all thanks to the lailas whom i met today at the airport for our last ec session before we head back for school. we went to the airport to pick up LailaJ's buddy from Croatia whom is very cute i must say. and for the first time, i actually ate at Fish and Co. . even i am surprised. it was delish!!! i ordered grilled fish with corriander sauce and it was really fantastic, the rice was just nice. i am glad that i have gained back my appetite.

i am so not ready for school. my mind is not geared back and i cannot bear the thought of writing essay after essay. i hope that this sem i would be able to concentrate on my studies and maintain if not improve my grades. i am excited for pbm and i also hope to extend my social network and have more non-malay friends. as for now i only have one non-malay friend, Kanch! so schad oni.

i can feel the impending emotional rollercoasters that i would have to go through next sem. life is not easy for an emotional person who feels a lot and tries to hide her feelings. i just hope that i pull through despite everything. mourn for the loss but move on with my life. it's never easy to end a chapter of my life, but maybe this is better for everyone. thank goodness for family and friends who are always there to guide me.

pictures are from the our mini outing yesterday to te bowling alley and also from today's ec session. <3