it's one thirty in the morning. i am hungry and i am not in the mood. my blog is the only place i go for solace and thst's why i am here. it's almost the time of the month for me and i constantly hungry. i just whipped for meself a shitake mushroom omelette with oyster sauce. and yes i am fully aware that i was cooking at one a.m in the morning. my dad actually woke up to see what i was doing. i am online cos i got nothing better to do. a part of me secretly wishes that the sun would rise soon cos it means that it's a new day for me and i can go ec with the lailas and go for rehearsals. but since i dun think my wish would come true, im blog hopping and surfing websites. i've been to lifestyle websites, interior design websites, photography websites and food websites so far. (i wish i had phish food ice cream from ben and jerrys with me.) it's fun but i think im addicted to the internet and it's no good. i feel like surfing websites for holidays. cos what i really feel like doing is dipping my toes in the sand and swimming in the crystal blue ocean. i also feel like visiting museums or maybe exploring an exotic culture of another country. the things that i realy wanna blog about i cant. i hate being whiny and angsty. im happy with my life but i wish that there were some things that i am apathetic towards.