i survived today...

all twelve hours of it. there were some parts where i was cranky but i kept my lips sealed. some parts i fell asleep, but i still paid attention. some parts, i felt like giving up, but i just tahan. but the most important part of it all is that i lasted the whole day. haha

oh well..maybe it's not such a big a deal.

since my bdae has just passed, i had a bit of money to spend. but funny thing is after being broke for so damn freaking long. i dont feel like spending my money. i feel like keeping it and never ever spending it. i feel like being miss scrooge. ok let's see how long this feeling would last. i pray that it's for a long long time. paid a visit to a bookstore today after so so so long...i feel like a bimbo once i enter a bookstore bcos i would always head for the magazine rack while my more intelligent friends (ie. the lailas) would always search for a book that they have heard off that is very good written by some well-known author that i of course do not know anything about. or searching for some arst fartsy material that i have never heard off. yes i am not very well-informed. and i rarely spend on books, i am more willing to spend on magazines. i really hate to say this because i always deny it. but i am so vain. sighs.

but i know that no matter how vain and bimbo i can get, there are ppl who are far far far far far far far far worst than me...and im thankful for that. as mean as that sounds. lol.

oh anyhoos i got myself a local magazine. i dun really like local magazines... not because i am a snobbish person who would only touch stuff produced overseas. but i just dun find the items that local magazines showcase unique or creative. sometimes i also think that the layouts are boring. i am of course speaking about fashion magazines. maybe the situation is much more different now cos i havent bought any of those magazines for a long long time. but anyways the only local magazines which i think is worth buying is Style and Harpers Bazaar. i bought Style just now, and it suddenly reminded me how much i missed reading up about fashion. how much i missed coming up with unique outfits to wear. cos since it has been rehearsals day in and day out, i have become lazy and stick to comfortable pants and my black samsui women-like pumps which is comfortable enough for me to run around in and of course the tiny hole at the tip of it makes ventilation possible. bye bye smelly feet.

so tomoro when i meet the lailas. i wanna get smtg pretty and cheap.

told you the miss scrooge moment wont last long.

:)