i googled hello kitty yesterday and man i swear that u can find everything with hello kitty. there's hello kitty buses, toaster, eggs, cookies, chocolate and even vibrator! wth! haha..but i think this hello kitty bouquet very cool la. hello kitty makes me smile :) funny that i use to hate it a lot. i thot it was ugly and stupid because it doesnt have a mouth. i think that was my angsty phase. but the point is im very careful when i say that i hate something cos i always end up liking it a lot. like green tea for example. Once upon a time i simply hate green tea. urgh..and the jasmine smell..it was too strong for me and it made me sick. but now green tea is all i drink during rehearsals. Zurah will alway s have a bottle with her and we will drink it in between our breaks.

speaking of rehearsals. i think things are finally picking up. i think the key is to always have the energy there. and for it to be there we need to warm up and also feel comfortable. i hate it when i still feel shy and restricted. playing stupid games help. it's great that we can have fun and be really productive at the same time. so i really hope that our performance would be a bang. 19th July, thursday at the arts house. do come and support us ok? :o)

i havent spoken about shopping in a long long time. im broke to the max now and all i could afford is food now. and since coincidentally i am in my craving mode, my posts have been about food, food and more good food. looking at my wadrobe i do realise that i have a substantial amount of clothes. but i really hate to repeat outfits. and everyday before i go out, i would stand in front of my wadrobe, looking at all my clothes and realising that i have nothing to wear. when i had more money i would get something new almost every week. i know it sounds so bratty but it's not expensive really. i can spend like $10 on a top. but now i must really work my creative juice cos i need to mix and match more. i feel as if i already worn all possible combinations but im sure i could try more. hmm..lack of money is a chance for me to be more creative...

money..the root of all evil..but i think since im turning leagal in 2 days time i shoud really be more responsible with my money. i am really an impulsive shopper and i have very bad self-discipline which is a very lousy match i must say. but i must curb my nasty habits....after reading my dear cousin's blog, i realise that i cannot continue with my careless atitude towards money. i should start saving and maybe soon enough investing. ooo..i feel so adult already. oh no..shopping makes me happy and with less shopping it means that im gonna be less happy. there's so many things i wanna get. a new tote, the m.a.c eyeliner, a watch, more clothes..ya it's all in my wishlist...gosh i am so materialistic. i dunno whether i wanna take up more tuition assingnments cos i hate my first sem when my life revolved around my tuition schedule and i couldnt involve myself in much activities cos i gave tuition everyday. i think i need to prepare for my next sem sson. get my goals in line and like sufiyan said..set my priorities right.

my birthday is on wednesday and as usual i am excited giler cos sufiyan said he bought present and planned something..haha..he's always so semangat with all the planning. im always shiok sendiri during my birthday week. hahaha...ok so i'll be having a bday dinner with mr sufiyan tmr, then bady outing on weds, bday dinner with family on weds, maybe a bday meetup with the lailas depending on when lailak comes back. and then , "surprise" bday party on friday. hahaha..how exciting. :) im looking forward to it. whatever it is..if anything screws up or things dun turn out the way they should be. i am so thankful for the blessings in my life. the ppl around me. my wonderful family, i have lived with them since forever and i know tat i am really one lucky girl. my great friends whom i am so lucky to have, cos they are the most colourful bunch of ppl who have guided me through life..and then there's the new bunch of ppl i met at nus.the most sincere and enthusiatic bunch of ppl i have ever met. and of course for sufiyan. i think i fight with him more than anybody else in the world but he is so much a part of me that without him im just a lost sheep. and he puts in so much time, energy and effort into our relationship and never gives up. i dun think there's anybody out there who would do the things tat he does. so yes i love the wonderful ppl around me. and i am wonderinf why am i so marry freaking poppins today. hahha