

as usual my saturday was a full day. azri cancelled tuition for the fourth week in a row cos he was going to terengganu. so i made my way to marina to have breakfast with sufiyan at ya kun kaya toast. i realise that i miss the toasted bread at ya kun kaya toast. and also the half boiled egg. i can never make the perfect half-boiled egg. it will either be too hard or uncooked altogether and so ya kun makes the perfect half-boiled eggs. the only downside is that i realised that chinese like their soya sauce salty but i like the normal malay one that most malay families use at home which is sweeter. i always joke with sufiyan that the next time we eat there we should bring our own soya sauce but we never had the guts to do so.
and there is a way to eat your half boiled egg. some ppl like to break the runny yolk and mix everything together; egg yolk, egg white, soya sauce and pepper. some ppl dip their toast into the egg and eat it. but for me i like to put a little soya sauce first, eat some egg white and then break the yolk. but i hate to mix everything up cos i find that it's disgusting. eating half boiled eggs bring back fond memories of my child hood at ghim moh when my grandma would serve me and ina half boiled eggs every single morning. now u noe why i am chubby.
,br> then me and sufiyan took a long ride in 197 to school. oh well me and bus rides dun go well cos i tend to get bus sick...weird right cos i dun get car sick..but just now wasnt so bad cos i didnt throw up altho i felt dizzy. reached nus and we realise that upon reaching the sports area we had to go thru the MS area where they were having challenge shield and for some reason, sufiyan knew alot of ppl there. ppl from his jc, his ex-colleague, then we saw Rayan, his ac mat friend who was supprting his gf. so ya...times like this when you realise that the whole freaking world is freaking interconnected. sufiyan left once i found MPSH 5.
i was given the task of beating the gong. this is a picture of the gong which i had to hit :) . don't laugh ok..it's very serious business..i determine the end for

each round. and there's a trick to hitting it cos you gotta hit it hard. if not ppl cannot hear. at first i was a bit nervous but i got a hang of it soon enough. i fumble when i am at sports events because there was never a moment in my life when someone praise me for my atheletic abilities. (simply because there's nothitng to praise) and i have a great fear of sports besides cats. anyways i felt that it was a really good experience. im really not much of an athelete. actually i am not an athelete at all so i have never experienced a moment the crowd is going wild and ppl are actually cheering me on. so just now the wild crowd was very heartening and very exciting to watch. the matches were not bad too..some better than others but it was all very ehilirating and i got in the mood very easily. there was one match where this guy was like coughing out blood. it was frightening yet morbidly interesting to watch. and i must say i had the best seat in the house and i had a very good view of all the matches. the only regret i have is not to be able to watch fazzy fight in his match. i had to rush off for dsl rehearsal.
so sorry fazzy. i know you went thru a lot to get to this match, broken bones, hectic training, going thru dinosaurs and all. wish i caught the match. i really hope u won.
after silat..i went for dsl rehearsal at tapac. script has been finalised..HURRAH! :) congrats to script writers i think they did a good job. and...........i got my role..im playing a teacher named najma...hahhahahhahahahahhahahah..talk about irony. (oh btw i my malay teacher's name in ac was cikgu najmah) haha. reahearsal wasnt too bad. but after going thru the whole day i realise that the only meal i actually ate was the breakfast with sufiyan. so i am really hungry and i have nothing to eat.
tomorrow is sunday meaning FAMILY DAY!!! yay!! havent spent a whole day with my family for so long and i dun care if we just slack at home. i miss cooking with my mom. and i dun mind if she nags at me. :P
times like this when i am so busy and preoccupied with a lot of things. i get very pressurized. i want to be a good daughter and be there for my parents and my sisters. i want to be a good girlfriend to sufiyan and seriously work things out with him through thick and thin. i want to be a good friend and spend time with my friends, shopping, cathching a movie, ec-ing etc. i want to be there for my friends and let them noe that i do not take them for granted. i want to be a good team player and not let my members down for the different projects that i am involved in. i want to be a good muslimah and adhere to the islamic way of living. i want to be a good tutor and inspire my students. i want to be a lot of things. i just hope that ppl realise tat i am not shortchanging them. i have a lot of responsibilities but i also have faith in myself. and sufiyan..i do not squeeze you into my schedule..i like being busy but im not leaving u out. i hope u realise how important the different things in my life is to me..but that doesnt make u any less important.
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