went to the cool scrap book store at PS. shucks i forgot the name again. it's a really cool store with everything u need for scrapbooking under one roof. tho i must say it's a rip off. i mean the idea of scrap booking is essentially to take scraps from here and there that bear special memories, so if they're selling like little trinkets in a bottle for like 12 bucks. it's a rip off..but still the store is nice and i like the concept.
but anyways..back to what i was saying about family. i really worry if i take my family for granted cos i noe that we're bonded by blood and i always take it that they wont be running away from me or severing their ties with me. now that im caught up with my three projects, i worry that i wont be able to devote as much time for them. but on a brighter note, im taking light roles for my three projects, so i might take up the maid position in my family that my mother offered to me. so typical of me, sticking my nose in as many places as possible. as for now, im torn on whether to be involved in dsl cos im afraid that i wont be able to juggle it. fear of not being able to handle smtg always forces me to take a step back but yet at the same time, i dont want to be too ambitious. i know i cant run the world and i cant do a lot of things at once. but im trying very hard. sufiyan always remind me that i must learn to prioritise, but it's so hard when it feels as if i every single aspect of my life is equally important to me.
i hope my loved ones understand me as i go thru this period of trial and error when i might mistreat them or not give them the time that they deserve. oh well that's it from me for tonight. pls pray that things go well for the weekend (:
ps. a big shout out to timah the chipmunk!
