i have rehearsals today so i probably would be too tired to blog once i get home. blogger archive is screwed up. i dunno why but they wont disply my archives. when i click on it all i get is a blank page. spent one whole hour trying to fix it but to no avail. in the end i just tried to display my archives in weeks instead of months, and voila! it works. but it's like damn messy. oh well...it's just for my reference. i like reading my older entries. i can see the continuity in my life. so to sum up my life in a nutshell after reading my previous entries..it will would be like this
as much problems that i go thru with sufiyan it can be fixed and im happier with him around
im a stronger person (and a feminist according to sufiyan)
im still insecure about my intelligence (or the lack of it)
i still cannot stop blogging about shopping
im less of an emo pants now
but still over all an insecure girl trying to find a place in the world
anyway tok busu came over just a while. relatives who have not seen you in a while are great at telling u on whether u have changed or not..and the verdict is.....yes i have put on weight. if weighing scales and pants which have suddenly "shrunk" lie at least i know that long distant relatives don't..aarrrggghh! she says im more chubby. it's true u noe. i wasnt a chubby kid..and now i am a chubby (almost) adult. i hate being insecure about the way i look. but i ammmm.....i hope rehearsals work..if not i'll take up sufiyan's offer of running at botanical gardens..boohoohoo
Labels: help me lose weight :(
