i have been trying to convince myself for the whole day that methods of social research is not boring and is the most interesting module on earth to study.
grrrrr...
it's not easy and i cant convince my mom to let me out of the house to study. i'm one of those ppl who really cant study at home. i noe it's all in the mind but it's difficult when there is so much distraction like my bed! and the internet!!
Sure i can get the internet from school..but when i see all my smart friends studying i feel more motivated if not scared. it''s so frustrating alotho i did come out with new ways to keep me focused when studying like putting colourful tags everywhere although seriously there is really no need for that. and using colourful markers to decorate my paper. i cant say that i am 100% failing but i am not succeeding either.. and it doesnt help that in the back of my head i know so many ppl have finished their exams and are probably having a time of their lives now...
can cry la :(
OK SNAP OUT OF THIS LIN!
QUIT BLOGGING AND GET BACK TO MUGGING!
My conscience has spoken..i gtg now :( i will get through this..just three more days to my freedom
when i can do anything i want.
tho i must say it's as if the exams have ended already.
ps. get well soon nenek (she fractured her toe :( ) and to ina, she got viral infection and got a shot in her butt (hahhahahahahahhahahahah)
Labels: pushing thru :(
