i got my results back.. i am so super syukur..cos i screwed up sem one. it's like i know that my results are seriously not fantastic and no big deal to others BUT i have IMPROVED! and i am very happy...so thank u fazzy for guiding me and pushing me thru the last sem.

just got back from ppp rehearsal. i realise that i am a different person around different ppl. the dsl ppl are generally loud, creative and funny. and usually around them i am quiet. too quiet..maybe cos everyone is a star in their own right and i dun want to compete. and around them i usually spectate. and around sufiyan, im normally talkative and seriously cant shut up and i always do nonsense until normally at the end of the day, he'll be very quiet cos he is too tired of layaning me. and around my close friends and the pbm ppl im more confident and brave. it feel as if im back in primary and sec school, when i am as quiet as a mouse. i even have days when i aim not to talk. then jc and uni came and ppl wished i just kept quiet.

and something else that i realise is that..(ok this is so random)...laila k is the only person that can make me laugh. as in seriously laugh until wanna go pee in my pants. i dunno it's just so random but i think she's the one person who can generate really, genuine and sincere laughs from me..(is there such a thing) haha..

anyhoos my grandaunt is sleeping over at my house and ina is sleeping over in my room. oh gosh. it's been a while since she slept in my room. hope she doesnt talk in her sleep anymore. hahaha...

tomoro..bright and early in the morning at 7..pak busu and family playing tennis and he asked us along..i am like so super malas cos i have tuition around eleven.....BUT...i really need the exercise..oh well..i'll tell u tmr whether i joined them or not.