went to meet sufiyan after school today. it went well. thank goodness.....i guess we've been through so so much. for the past three years or so i've experienced my highest and my lows with him. i've seen every part of his character. good, bad, pretty ugly. and he the same with me. i've given up on him a million and one times. it's like this cycle. which i dun noe whether will end well or badly. but i guess that's just us. sometimes i feel tat there's really no hope. sometimes i feel otherwise. i feel a lot of things when i'm around him. we've been through so much, sometimes i feel too much. i dun now where we're heading to next. maybe i'll experience another breakdown again and fall out with him. maybe it wont. i honestly and sincerely dunno. i'm always at the edge of my seat, that's for sure. but i'll take all the moments as they come.

so thank you for tonight. i'll keep this one close to me.


ps. firah..i took the first picture specially for you..hehehe


all the best studying everyone. :)