i am a very jealous person. i dun like to atribute it to a compeptitive nature. cos i dun think that i am competitive. i mean if i am competitive i would be more successful. but aniway, i think i am jealous about at least something about all my friends. looks, atheletic abilities, intelligence, that amount ok knowledge that the person possess, etc. there's always smtg to be jealous about. sometimes i get very upset with myself and wish i wasnt more like this. when i do get the chance to blog hop, i envy the person that i am reading about. sometimes i do realise that what i read and see is what ppl want others to think of them but i cant help this jealousy thing i have going on.
i am extremely bad at time management and priotizing. a very good example is now. when i should be studying, i am blogging. it's very difficult for me to resist the temptation of doing something i like and buying sometihing i want. hence i always shop on impulse. ppl think that since i am a such a perfectionist i have perfect grades and everything is perfect but the truth is because of my bad time management and poor pritizing skills my life is super super far from perfect. :(
the alley to my room is my catwalk. tt's where i pretend im a model. dun laugh.
everything around me must be neat and pretty. if i am studying and my room is in a mess i will go to great lengths to make sure that the room is in place. even in school when i study, the place around me but be neat and the only stationery around me MUST be pretty. sighs. refer top point 2. i once spend two hours cleaning up and half an hour studying. and during exam period i rather do housework than study.
when i am around ppl for too long, i will find them irritating and withdraw myself. i feel bad about this but it's true. i treasure my personal space and i can do a lot of things on my own. like shopping, watching a movie.
i can REALLY shop. you can give me like 20 cents and i can still shop. i can even shop when im dead broke. and the next ting on my shoping list is a hello kitty radio.
i am so slow at running that my PE teacher once told me that when i run it looks like im moving backwards. i think i was the only girl who actually failed 2.4
i get very stressed over choosing over choosing an outfit in the morning. a bad outfit will definitely spoil my day. when i feel ugly i cannot work. tt's not to say i need to feel like i am perfect, i just need to feel that i dun look ugly.
i absolutely hate the way i look on videos after watching them i usually feel like killing myself.
i always have dreams of beating ppl up, having shouting matches with ppl and swearing damn a lot at ppl i dun even noe exist.