I was just watcihng E! just now. was really amazed at the flawless faces of the stars. i mean the make up application is so good. it really looks natural and very well blended in. I mean this ppl attend the biggest award shows and on the red carpet, their make up really look so natural. really a contrast to the local scene, where if there is an award show and there is an interview on the red carpet and you get to see the faces of the local stars up-close, it's really obvious the tonne of make up that they apply, fake lashes and all. i guess it takes really good skill to blend. and i've heard that the natural look is the hardest to achieve. wouldnt it be great if i could learn the tricks of the trade. (: oh well i think the first step to achieving the look is to naturally have good glowing skin. which unfortunately is very difficult to achieve if you're a lazy undergraduate. my mom has been nagging me about not getting enough rest and not drinking enough water. i've got the water part settled. (My trusty Evian..i dunno, but to me evian is the nicest tasting tasteless water)..but the rest part abit difficult la..wait for 3rd May la...freedom day.......
today was arab class day. was a little bit stone cos i felt tired. mudareez wasnt there, so one of his student took over. didnt learn much but it was okay. come to think of it i havent actually been picking up a lot of arab..i guess it makes up for lost time cos i didnt attend madrasah as a kid and hence have no prior knowledeg of the language whatsoever. so if i think about it that way i guess it's ok.
started on research 4 my malay paper. finally settled on a topic and asked liyana how i should actually go about doing the paper cos the instructions were a bit ambiguous. i think i have a rough idea what to do. sometimes i wonder...when i'm writing these essays, it's like i'm criticising for the sake of doing it. i mean if i just looked at life the way it is. honestly i dont think that i will criticise and look at things in the different angles the way im doing now im looking at now. i mean some ppl have this innate ability to actually do that. recognize flaws in the system or question dominant discourse etc etc. oh well i guess that's what you go to school for.
enough of that..back to my bimbotic mode. I CANT FIT INTO MY PANTS. been a long time since i weighed myself and im really not the type to like rant about how fat i am. but it's only like this past week that i realise tat im really having difficulty fitting into my pants. and it's really a cause for alarm. the last time i exercised was when i was in JC2. and i have been really piling on the Macs. my thighs are huge. and my rantings have fallen on deaf ears. i have zero sympathy from my frens. nada. scho schad oni. they think im like joking but im not. now i noe how shamiah feels when she gets no sympathy from me abt her grades. sorry sham. shall try my very best to not disturb you about your ou tof this world intelligence and your ability to score straight As and to get to RJC.( the list just goes on and on and on and on)
(: hahhahah
i just bitched to fazzy about smtg. felt good yet bad at the same time. but ya i dun bitch to the whole world.
ok there..i feel a whole lot better..hahah
today my eyelids feel extra heavy. so thou shall have an early night..
adieu
