funny isnt it sometimes, no matter how hard you try
it all doesnt matter if results does not show
it all goes down the drain because someone doesnt see YOUR effort.
and the truth is..
no matter how hard you try to convince yourself that the end doesnt matter
and that what matters is the process that you go through
it sometimes doesnt feel that way
and so many thoughts run through your head
like how come someone cannot acknowledge it despite all the effort you put in
but of course you will always ask yourself whether it is the fault of the one judging you
or your fault for not putting in the effort that is expected out of you
but sometime it's so hard
cos it feels as if you did
and you feel like running away, and hearing comforting words
BUT
that's the easy way out no?
running away from reality?
what's the point..it WILL catch up with you
so this is what im doing...
i am not running away
i will not seek for words of comfort
i will seek for words of wisdom
i will not compromise my beliefs
i will not be biased and self-centered
i will be the kick-ass supergirl that i have always dreamt of being
i will be me
and i feel much better now...
"it's possible living life alone you know"
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