I so hate angsty entries. dun you?.haha. ok i'm such in a holiday mood right now. such irony with many deadlines approaching and with cakap petah drawing nearer and nearer. and i just dun feel like doing anything. many times i just wish that i was i had a whole day to myself. a day when i could just spend some the morning having breakfast with my family. (i really miss them...my mom was really funny yesterday..she told us in a serious voice that she had a family announcement to make..and she pulled out this fruit..and she asked, "do you noe what fruit is this?"....hahaha..it was buah pinang btw..i've never seen it in my life). then maybe i could have some time to myself..just me and my lappie..or maybe a book..it's been some time since i read a book..in a cafe..sipping tea latte.or maybe the goddiva drink i've been dreaming about..and of course my cookies and my strawberry chocolate that i just discovered this week. and then maybe i could meet up with my friends and we could go shopping..i love shopping..real shopping with buying and all..hahha..then i woulndt have to be as pathetic as now where i spend some time every night surfing through websites, looking at shoes and bags and tops...t's just so sad..i'll post up some ofthe really nice bags i saw online some other time. haha..anw i bought a top from miss selfridge yesterday. it's so pretty and cheap too cos it was like on sale. i was lucky that it was my size. the top i wanted to buy that topshop top i've been eyeing but after trying it on yesterday..i realized taht it looks absolutely awful on me. te size ten was too big and it was transparent. oh well. we were not fated. anyhoos..i better go cos i gotta do te methodology part of myy famiyl project. blah. i feel sucky these days. i need something to motivate me and to boost my confidence just a little bit.

Adieu