Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Busy and i may not reply
i think im gonna die from not blogging already..i cant believe i have no time to blog..that is absolutely absurd..ok anw..this is what has happened so far.
1) i checked my family group project and i realized that for some reason other my part has been erased completely. i dunno why but the argument that i have raised was apparently not the same as the group's which really puzzled me because after the group meeting i thot we had come to a concensus. anw i was upset bacause i was like not part of the group..and it just made me feel so dumb that my words are not worth it and my english is like not good enough or something..ya that's the thing. my original part looked like it was written by a primary one kid as compared to the new part and i am absolutely embarrassed.
2) i have not been up to date with my methods assingnment and it is due on the 2nd of April and i'm getting worried cause i am so caught up with everything else.
3) cakap petah and melayuku sayang is this SATURDAY!!!!and guess who is gonna be there????? IMRAN AJMAIN! yay! and im the assistant stage manager..double yay..i so so hope that i can take a picture with him..oh god please.
4) i am so bloody busy this week i have no idea why.....my day is packed by the hour and i am exhausted...i am so ashamed cos i came home and literally fainted on my bed for the last two days...that means that when i reached home i did not do any work at all....gasp! but yesterday we went for dinner after arab class and that helped to lighten the mood quite a bit.
5) my theatre studies test was seriously crap. im not trying to be modest here or exagerate the extend of the damage done. but it was really horrible. i could only manage to do half the questions and that itself was crap. and the other half i cant even answer. damn it i am so so ashamed to face miss samosir. i really hope tomoro's prac session would go on well. oh what the shit the paper is like 25% of my marks la. Holy Crap! i am really bring down my CAP score further like nobody's business..i am so disappointed la cos i only studied the book. i should have studied the lecture notes. oh crap i wouldnt be surprised if i get a single digit score. oh no!!!! i am gonna die and there's ntg i can do about it.
i really feel like crap about that test and i feel like burying my head in the sand.
and my mom has like hinted that i should try put aside time for the family which itotally agree......
oh well....right now i only have my chocolates and not to forget my wonderfuuuul wonderfuull frens to help me along
so who's coming for cakap petah? :)
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Adieu.
