what a day man..i ended the day irritated, resentful, stresed and did i mention irritated. fazzy was right i cannot stand it when ppl o not respect me. i do not have to be a leader to be respected. i dun need ppl to kiss my feet. i am not even a leader. but the least some ppl could do is how appreciation and not to mention general courtesy. however fazzy was right again, we cannot control the way ppl feel or act. (or was it i the one who actually said that)..anyhoos...i wanna sincerely apologise to fazzy, laila and wan. For swearing in front of them..no matter how angry i am..that's just not the way to go man. i will not stoop that low no matter how angry i get. i feel so bad now i wanna go wash my mouth and not to mention brain with clorox. and i was fasting in the day today....MasyAllah.....

i am so gonna get thru this week ALIVE!...

2 more days till submission of family assingnment.

14 more days to teroka seni.

(faci anyone?)

i will reward myself at the end of this week.

if i live to see it.....

of course i will!

cant wait for family time on sunday.

and.....

i will take more then tiredness from all of this..

i promise myself that...

Adieu