Monday morning and i cant wait for this week to be over. i'm taking some time off before continuing my family assingnment due the day after tomorro. am so tired cos i didnt get enough rest last night. it seems as if my to-do list is never-ending. it's difficult to pretend that i am ok with the workload as badly as i want that to be the way. it's difficult to make it seem like all this is effortless and tha i take all of this in my stride. it's difficult to show that i am composed, cool and mature when in actual fact there are so many things that i am unhappy about..people whose heads i just want to bite off....it's not easy to balance..but what i was trying to gain from all of this was actually pratctice and also some learning points. i noe that this was coming. i noe what was gonna come along when i go myself involved myslef with 3 projects, accepted tuition assingnments, continue with talaqqi and singned up for that arab class. i know all this. i am not complaining. it's just that my battery is running low. BUT..one things for sure i noe that i will pull thru...what i need to do now is shift my focus..re-align my priorities and i think i'll be right on track once again. (: i'm ok. i just hope that at the end of all this (i wonder when)....all my efforts are notin vain. and i hope that i dun just get tiredness from all this. cos it would just be a bloody waste of my time.

what an incoherent post....oh well

Adieu

ps love is literally in the air here in nus