Thursday, January 18, 2007

i promise to ...
not spend anymore money. just now after so long..i decided to brave myslef and look at my account balance. i've been avoiding this moment for so so long. But today i finally decided that there's no point being in denial and that i should knoe the truth to avoid the situation where the lady at the cashier has to reject my card. and my jaw just dropped when i was standing at the atm just now.. seriously i can really spend..and now i finally agree with my mom...i dun need any more clothes for now....and u know what was the best part..after finding out my pathetic account balance, i went to topshop and bought the wide leg pants that i have been eyeing..i noe..wth..i was practically crying at the cashier..but there was this force that wasnt me..that picked up that pair of pants..and paid for it..but..man..the price of the pants were like slashed by 70%..i think i need therapy..and counselling...and budget management..which i'm sure fadzli will lecture me about...

i think i have n choice but to give tuition..sighs..mylife is gonna be crazy..but then again..what's new?

i think i would have to give up eating nice food at megabites..sighs..that little piece of heaven at school..i mean for the first time i get to eat pasta, mashed potatoes and grilled fish at school..not at the same time ok...

and i will have to look shabby at school..to reflect the state of my bank account..

i'm so so sad :(

adieu

| 8:52 PM |

Adieu.