Because it is in pain we find the meaning in life So much has happened over a span of a mere 4 days. It’s difficult to not explain it. It’s difficult to let not people noe how affected I am by all this. But I knew that I wanted the matter to be private, only known to the closest around me.
But yesterday was life changing. Yesterday I poured everything out after holding it in me for far too long. Yesterday, I sincerely felt as if I could not go on anymore. And that all I have to give, I had already given it. I was emotionally drained but I realized that I could stop. And for once, it felt okay. It felt right and it felt good.
For once I realized that it’s ok to let go. And for once, I was really sure of my decision. I noe that I’ll be hurting another’s feelings but sometimes you have to hurt for things to be better and that’s ok. Maybe they do not understand your decisions that u make in life, maybe they will hate you for life. But you have to be very sure of your decision and u have to be very brave to make that move.
I never regretted the day I met you. I never regretted the two and the half years we spent together. I never regretted the decision to end it. I never regretted the decision I made to give it one more go.
Thank u for everything. You made me the person that I am today
And thank u to my friends and family, the contants in my life for seeing me through this. But most of all..thank you Allah. For your grace, for finally showing me the light at the end of this very long and winding tunnel after I prayed so hard for it.
I wished things didn’t ended of this way. But I am a believer that there’s a reason behind everything.
