Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Ina told me that I had more needs than wants…and that is supposedly bad for me according to her..whatever la..that girl has issues..just 2 days ago she admitted that when she when she was 5 aand when I was 8 she stold two bucks from my overflowing money bank..apparently in a fit of anger….right…………so now I’m 2 bucks richer..right……
I need to…
1. travel the world. On the list would be Italy, Egypt and I wanna visit France again..anywhere..i dun mind even exploring Malaysia..i haven’t been to a lot of places there…I want to see the different people from all over the world, learn their culture..and watch the sun set and rise in as many countries as possible..
2. take up a fashion course..i dunno where or when..but I just wanna see if this passion of mine is genuine. I wanna learn about the different fabrics. The kind of silhouette that would suit different people. Find out what kind of colours flatter who. Maybe not so much of experimenting with new looks, I just want to learn what makes a good outfit. How come some people can carry off a look but others cant. Something like that.
3. I need to learn how to calm down. How to take things one step at a time. How to not panic all the time and to accept my mistakes. That it’s okay that I am far from perfect and I need to stop over apologizing. I need confidence! and I need to Succeed!
4. to send my mom on a proper holiday. One which takes her on a first class flight to any destination of her choice..that would be Canada I think. She needs to go on a holiday where she doesn’t need to do laundry, cook or any of that housework-y stuff. And send her to a SPA for well-deserved pampering. and she can bring anybody she wants..and I’ll make her EAT! As much as me..
5. to get my degree and please God hopefully with honours. I noe that I’m not exceptionally good at my studies but I just hope that with passion and hard work I will expand my horizons. Actually that honours think doesn’t matter..i just want to see the world differently,..no I need to see the world differently…I need to learn new things everyday and stop being so naïve
6. I need to find myself spiritually..i need to learn about islam..beyond the rituals that I perform everyday..beyond what little I noe today…and learn of it’s history..and I need to make myself closer to the Holy quraan…and really understand what’s in it..Insyallah
7. I need to be happy..and smiling and laughing :D
This is not an exhaustive list but it is the things that I need to do before I leave this Earth. Insyallah. And hopefully somewhere along the way I’ll fall madly in love . and I promise to myself to refer to this list again and again to remind myself what I want to achieve.
I’m tired
Adiue
| 10:46 PM |
Adieu.
