Wednesday, October 11, 2006
venue: central library
time: 0243 waiting for soci lecture to start but too shagged to study for my nat heritage test on friday
okie i got a b- again for soci essay there is an 80% chnace that i am not going to major in soci. how sad and you noe wat?....i dunno what i should major in...malay studies? eerrggh tok din...social work? dry...and that's the only 2 other exposure mods that i am taking...so i shall take psych and see if i can make ..heard that it's quite sciencey..so maybe i'd do ok...
verdict: still looking for my passion in nus
love life: bad...very bad...but then again it's good that it's this way..cos i'm the sort of person who doesnt like pressure..so i'm kinda running away now and i will turn to other things..and in this case it is school..how ironic..but hey i'm good :D
verdict: watever will be will be.....i cannot be bothered..if i remain single thruout my life pun takper la...all i need is plenty of money and my faith..only one probelm: no one to take care of me when i'm older..okie will be extra nice to my future nieces and nephews and also look at good old folks homes in spore...
family: havent seen much of my family lately..will drop by a call to my mom later..but i dread it cos she doesn't talk to me, she interrogates...and i just wanna talk you noe..like"how are you? how's school?" and stuff..teh reason why i havent seen much of family is that i cum home late and my parents are not home cos they're at terawih...when they come back i'm in my room cos i noe tt i'll get nagged about household chores..and it's stressful cos i'm dead tired at the end of the day and i just wanna rest....and i also get negged for being online..it's honestly one of the few entertainmenti have..
friendships: more aquaintences than friends,,but it's fine..i'm kinda in the mood where i like being alone and being around too many people maake me very grumpy..in between breaks i'll hang out with laila and fazzy..but i've been seeing less of laila lately..maybe she's avoinding me...maybe..i'll ask her later
i need to watch a movie or buy something..maybe i'll find smtg to get on sat..i wanna watch SCOOP..heard that it's nice..anw..i got a take home soci essay for an exam this wek and i'm like nervous...bcos of all the B- i've been geting...oo and i still have my tuitions..not as enthusiastic as before but hey i dread the journey more than thebtuition itself...
self evaluation mf myself: i dunno whether i've really changed as a person but i noe the areas that i have changed in..i am more more proactive as compared to before..a teeny weeny bit braver...and i noe wat i want in life (well roughly la)..oo and i'm more independent..i can walk ard school alone w/o feeling weird..hahhahaha...but i've also become intellectually slower..boo...and more materialistic..i noe it's bad but i like.
just realised tt this entry has no purpose..hhahah
ok la
adieu
| 2:48 PM |
Adieu.
