Saturday, October 21, 2006
i was so sad, i was so depressed, i was so confused. I was so afraid to make a decision. I was afraid because i was afraid of making mistakes. i was afraid that i'd regret the desicion i was going to make. but Laila was right. You make a decision and you stick to it. If you do regret it later on, it is somethig you are responsible of and you deal with it then. But for now, you do what's best for you. Or rather what's best for me. i was so scared that i was actually shaking as i held the phone to my ears. and as usual i broke down and cried. So wat does a girl do when she breaks down? She calls her friends and she buys shoes. Both of which i did and i felt better. a little better. I mean the shoes were really nice. i almost give up at first cos there was nothing....nothing i like at all...which was surprising considering the fact that i went to like 3 major stores..reluctantly i headed to charles and keith. i wasn't that enthusiastic cos lately it has a really bad reputation for its bad quality shoes, but luckily i went because it was the only store in which i was spoilt for choice and was in a dilemma...
so as you can see by the choices i had it was really difficult to make a decision. one was like strappy brown (that's the one of the left). the other was a blingy one (the centre one)..and the other was like a vintage shoe or smtg..it was really cool..after contemplating..and walking around the store wit hthe shoes..all this ALL ALONE..BY MYSELF..while others had like their mothers, boyfriends etc with them...i decided on the............................................................................................. vintage one....hehhehe.oh i really liked the brown one but it's a little boring..and i got all the time in the world to be boring...and the other one..the blingy one..everybody ahs blingy shoes, blingy baju kurung,,bliny everything..so ya...at least i'm a little happier..at least.......
Adieu all..back to my social work assingnment :(
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Adieu.
