Saturday, October 28, 2006
i can't help blogging bout this..i was watching Laguna Beach the third season and i can't help but be so amazed at how a couple broke up..the conversation went something like this..i can't remember..so this is like the gist of it..
girl: i stiill like you a lot but i dun tink like ... we should be together
boy: yeah..i think you're boring..and it's like evrytime we meet...we dun talk
girl:..like..yeah
boy: i guess..like..this is it
girl:yeah..........so i guess i see you in school?
boy: yeah
hugs each other and goes separate ways
no tears..no fits..no nothing..they go their separate ways..and that's it! it's done
and i was like "wat??!!"..that's all..that's freaking all..when i broke up..i felt the world crashing down on me..i felt as if i was going thru a divorce minus paper work and deciding who the kids belong to..and like every women going thru a divorce....i blamed myself for it..i blame myself for being selfish..for always putting myself before others..i felt guilty for putting my "career" before my other half..i felt guilty for everything for causing so much hurt and pain...i felt as if in the end it was all my fault..i still do..i felt like going to a cousellor......
but..in America...is that how they treat relationships over there?..am i being too emotional?..is it just a tv show and that's why it was like tt..short and sweet and no drama..maybe to a small extent it is..but man...how can they treat a relationship like that...ok i'm being too emo.....haiya..i just am la...i can't help it..i think with my heart..which is really bad for essays cos you form losy sentences..and have extremely ad vocab..
i better go sleep now..just returned from the airport..pak busu returned back to Dubai after spending Hari Raya here...hope we get to see him for hari Raya Haji..good night world...
adieu
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Adieu.
