cranky :-
ill-tempered; grouchy; cross

this is my good friend haikal. this guy and me we go waaaaaaaaaaay back. lol. he's one of my oldest friend that i have. he is also my first love. lol. i know it's so kental. so yesterday we had this impromptou iftar after school and for the first time in my life i rode on a bike. if my mother ever found out i am worst than dead meat. BUT she shall never find out. haha. but i had lots of fun going down the memory lane with this guy and we promise each other that when they are gonna tear down our beloved primary school, we will be there with flowers crying and dragging our good old friend shirazee along. lol. sighs.

so besides that i am just boring ol' me. my face is breaking out for no apparent reason but i think it's a conspiracy to make me take ugly pictures for hari raya on saturday. sighs. been trying to catch up with a gazillion readings and am pretty bummed out that i have lessons till 4 on the eve of hari raya. boo! and this week i totally dun have the mood to touch my work. tomoro the JK has decided to tape a silly raya song. hahahhahahha...i hope i dun die from laughter. i think i wanna get false eyelashes and get henna done on my hands for raya but i so totally have no time at all. i wanna spring clean my room but i also do not have the time for that. ok i dunno what im blabbing it's starting to get inchoherent.

ok bottom line is..i wanna do a lot of things before this saturday..BUT......i have no time.

i hope my face clears up.

oh and i hope i find my watch. it's like the 100th thing that i lost this year. BIG bummer.

my fortune cookie says;

damn it. im in my Hari Raya mood. and i cant do any work :(

i think about a week ago i blogged about this very stylish baby who was wearing a very cool leopard print hoodie. and i realised after browsing around that Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes's baby Suri is seriously one stylish baby. i mean i really dunno what's up with her weird parents but she's really pretty and stylish. i think her clothes are nicer than mine. sheesh.

anyhoos...

I've been thinking. i think im a lot less uptight these days which is good and bad. it's good because im not so affected with small small things. like i dun fret when i dun come exactly on time for lectures. lol. and when i dun things perfectly the way i want them, i dun beat myself up. i just let it go and try harder the next time. the bad part is, i've been neglecting PBM. minutes espcially and i noe that im not the most efficient secretary. sighs. and also academically altho im better than the very first sem, it's still very slack. and at home, i havent been contributing to the household chores. and i feel very bad but im so busy and lazy. sighs. i feel this immense guilt towards my mom. BUT. i am happier these days :). so i shall just forgive myself for my shortcomings and try to make my mom happier and hope i can contribute significantly to PBM. (and most importantly WAKE UP FROM MY LA LA LAND and take my studies seriously) lol

hurrah!

and can you believe how time flies. Hari Raya is like next Saturday. and im like thinking how can i spruce up my outfit for Hari Raya. like be really creative and come up with something unique. my bag and accesories this year are pretty normal and simple and nothing out of the ordinary. so maybe i could experiment with......make up? hmmmm..mayyyyyybeeeee..i dunno but i am so out of ideas.

yes yes sex and the city will be coming out on the big screens next year!

so exciting only!

ps. on a totally random note: i love the smell of cucumber extracts in my cleanser and toner! (altho i dun eat cucumber at all..it sure feels nice on my skin :) )

i have a test tommorrow!

open book!

and i am like so not ready.

had loads of good things to blog. but im too tired. starting from the veil issue that was discussed in Gender lecture today to my sleeping problem. no not lack of sleep but more of too much of it. Sleep is really really bad for me cos it is sooooooooo difficult for me to wake up. for this past week i have tried tactics such as putting the alarm further from me so that i have to walk to the alarm, and thus wake up. (i couldnt hear the alarm and woke up later than usual). had people to give me a wake up calls ( i either went back to bed or didnt pick up the call cos i didnt hear it). i dunno why but it is getting more and more difficult to separate with my sheets every morning. on the bright side, i take a shorter time to get ready for school nowadays. (30 mins flat. woohoo!)

okay yesterday was a really really nice break for me. despite the hiccups i was glad that things fell into place. sometimes all your plans really just screw you up in your face and how u salvage the situation under the circumstance is really a true testament of who your character. :) . btw arent cupcakes from marmalade pantry so delish! So moist and rich that it's sinful. lol. definitely popping down there one of these days after Raya.

Hope everybody is making full use of this last ten nights of Ramadhan. cause i havent :(. This Ramadhan feels different. i skipped so many terawih sessions to finish up or do my readings/assingnments etc. no excuse i know cos a lot of ppl just make do with terawihing at home. :'( so i realy hope i get the blessings of lailatulqadar. insyAllah.

iftar with jk 06/07/08 tmr.

happiness.

am at the library now. has been a really long day for me today starting with morning at the computer lab trying to finish my web page to be submitted this friday. yup. all done. but as usual, in true Lin style. things did cock up. well kind off. the web page was supposedly uploaded but i cant view it. sighs. i'll figure it out tomoro since there's no computing lecture. and then after that came my two lectures for social thought and Malays of Singapore. and here i am at the library trying to prepare for Friday's test. but of course i'm distarcted by Jason Mraz.

oh goodnes gracious i cannot stop raving about this guy. he's so talented. i love his voice. and he's so happy. just listen to his lyrics that he writes! and while listening to him on YouTube i have this urge to sing or hum along to every one of his songs but i know i cant and it's frustrating. the most i could do is like tap my feet along to the beat. oh the agony! he's one of the very few musicians that i feel like marrying. lol.